there are too many security gates
and the window in my room doesn't fully open
for "security reasons"
a.k.a please kills yourself  in another place
I always have a pen and a copybook with me to write something, except I don't
and when I want to, I don't have paper nor ink
there's this machine in the bathroom that sucks all the smell and steam
I leave the room dirty and when I come back
I find it clean
the cigarettes are either too strong or too weak
and I'm the last one to get to the filter
I saw only one redhead since I got here
and it's not you
I started drying banana peels
there's a blood stain on my pillow and I want to know its story